Sunday, January 24, 2010

“There is something curiously boring about somebody else's happiness.” :)

I would love to tell a story about how great my life is. I mean, its great, but kind of really bland this week. Work, school, sleep... Yeah, that's pretty much it. I skipped both basketball games again, and really don't mind. I am just so behind in school that I don't feel a need to go to the games anymore. Sad, I know.


Highlights of the week:
- My co-worker Tyler I mentioned last week got in a car accident and missed a lot of work because of the effects. Poor kid... his leg was smashed in the car and looks terrible.

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- I went on a date Friday night with my good friend Tyler Potts. We went to The Event III at BYU, and it was awesome! We played laser tag, went the the dance, played giant twister, got free ice cream, played with an inflatable jousting thing, listened to a live band and just hung out. I had such a blast! Seriously, it was insane! :) At the end I made a snow angel in the parking lot. My shadow was in the angel in the picture, so it looks like I'm really an angel! ha ha.


- I participated in the most EPIC snowball fight ever. It was awesome. It had people throughout the parking lot, and up on all the balconies.. Snowballs were flying from every direction and I got one right in my eye, in my gut, on my back, on my chest... Ouch.

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- I went on a blind date Saturday night to the BYU Choir concert at the Provo Tabernacle, and then the guy, Dayton, took me to Subzero (SOOO delicious!) and I tried a new mix of flavors, I would suggest you try it: yogurt, black raspberry flavor, peaches, chocolate flakes. YUM. It was super fun, and it was good to get to know him!

Provo, UT : Provo Tabernacle


Anyways- that's all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Life happens... "Every man dies. Not every man really lives." (William Wallace)

Sometimes people frustrate me. I put so much faith in them coming through, even when as usual, they don't pull through. Maybe I shouldn't have so much faith in them, in human kind, but if I give up the faith I have in them, what do I have? Nothing. Summary: If you promise you are going to do something for me, with me, etc. you BETTER pull through. If you can't, tell me, and for my sake, be honest. I deserve that much at least... So to everyone who has ever let me down... I deserve better.

Now to the week's updates:

I had another week of classes and work. Classes are starting to get harder, but calc is the only one I am struggling with. Work is the best part of my day. My co-worker Tyler is fantastic. He cracks me up, and he's just super honest and real. I never worry that what he is saying is just to please me, or anyone else. The other day at work he was teaching me how to change the big lights in the hallways and classrooms. He was wearing gloves as a precaution and was up on the ladder, he reached down to hand me the light. Unsure whether or not it was hot, I hesitated. He replied, "What? You don't trust me?" With that one comment, I reached up and grabbed the light. He laughed, I smiled. How could I not trust a guy like Tyler?

I am still working on playing the guitar but had a little set back when mister NICHOLAS POTTS snapped a string and broke it yesterday. He tried putting it back on... and failed miserably (and yes, you failed Nick). So my friend Chris when he was over last night put a new string on nice and snug. I will pick it back up this week. OH! I did write a new song. If you'd like to hear it, I might send it to you, depending on how much I like you :)

Speaking of Chris, he and I sang "Learn of Me" in Sacrament Meeting. Thanks to all those who came to support me :) I think it went well, and I enjoyed singing it. That kid has an amazing, but natural voice. I love it. And he is recently engaged to the LOVELY Kareena! I am super happy for the both of you- you are too too adorable.

I went on a date Friday night with Jordan, we doubled with Bethany and Dan. As usual (as atleast 50% of my dates have been) we went to a j.wride concert. This one was way neat because it was in his home in Pleasant Grove. They were brilliant as always and we discovered that Dan and Austin (the drummer) were in the same district during their mission. (weird, huh?) They let me hear a sneak peak of their new album, and yes, I was the first "fan" to do so. And yes, it makes me feel cool. But let me just say something here. I thought their last album was brilliant... this was a whole new level! It was incredible.

My life is getting lamer cause all I do these days is work, school, and sometimes sleep... So sorry about that. I didn't even go to the basketball game yesterday. How super lame is that? But it was good to have some down time. And I loved that.

Anyways- that's all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

p.s. Sorry there's no pictures.. I've been a major slacker lately.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

"Courage is when you're afraid, But you keep on moving anyway. Courage is when you're in pain, But you keep on living anyway ."

I've realized recently I don't have anything I am passionate about. I go through "phases" (you have heard of them I am betting) of enjoying something but after a week or so, that so called passion is gone, and by gone, I mean I either could care less about it, or am too frustrated to continue.

I have tried sketching- I am quite good, but do not have the patience.
I have tried writing music- I am talented, but don't have the dedication.
I have attempted becoming a master chef- but I don't have the money or equipment to continue.
I have considered instruments- but I am mediocre and have realized that's all I'll be.
I can sing- but just because I have a "unique" voice doesn't mean I will make it anywhere.
I have written poetry, learned new dances, raced and ran.
I have sewed, and read books, and tried to juggle.
I've attempted to become passionate in school, or with my work.

But when the week is over I have realize there is another talent I don't have. I don't need a million talents, (I mean that would be nice, but its not a big deal.) But I need to be passionate about something... Everyone needs passion. As Nelson Mandela explained, "There is no passion to be found playing small - in settling for a life that is less than the one you are capable of living. " Obviously I need to think bigger... find something that I can help change, that can change me.

"I don't know what life will bring tomorrow
But I want you there next to me
I don't know where I'll be tomorrow
But I'll remember you and me."

The only thing I can remember truly being passionate about are a few certain boys. Some were mentioned in my HATE for boys post, but others remain unmentioned. There are times a certain boy will occupy my every thought. Everything I do will be with them in mind, either to please or impress them. When I am fortunate, sometimes being myself is good enough to please and impress a boy, and that is when I get super happy. I am not saying I can only ever be passionate about boys.. but so far, they seem to win in the whole passion department.

Is it depressing or what that even Donald Trump understands this? "With out passion you don't have energy, with out energy you have nothing." And I really believe that. Without passion, and something to work towards, you find yourself sitting around doing nothing. Before you know it, you have no energy to do things with your friends, or family. You feel like being a lone, even though the emptiness eats at your soul. You end up with nothing. So it is not only nice to have passion, it is necessary as Blaise Pascal mentioned. "Nothing is so intolerable to man as being fully at rest, without a passion, without business, without entertainment, without care."

The following 3 quotes impressed me:

Passion is energy. Feel the power that comes from focusing on what excites you.
Oprah Winfrey

But how are we to know what excites us if it feels as if nothing does?! Well...

We must act out passion before we can feel it.
Jean-Paul Sartre

Okay, okay. Well said. But still what should I choose to "act out". What if I waste time on a potential feeling of passion?... What could I even be passionate about?

Faith is the highest passion in a human being. Many in every generation may not come that far, but none comes further.
Soren Kierkegaard

Yeah, SLAP to the face. How could I not have seen this? Understood this? FAITH is the HIGHEST passion in a human being. I guess there is something to be passionate after all.


BUT IN ALL SERIOUSNESS HERE- I have got to find something to be passionate about that I can do when I have a hard day, or focus on when I am bored.




So I just talked to my friend Natalie and realized there are a few things I am passionate about...
#1 Teaching Sunday School (as much as I hated that calling, I secretly miss it). #2 Ballroom dancing (it gives a thrill nothing else does! especially after mastering a step). #3 Public speaking (or talking in general, I love talking). #4 Basketball! (But after a while, I feel like i've seen the same plays, moves, and scores... It gets boring.) and #5 BLOGGING. (Life isn't as good unless people read and comment on my blog. I feel like that is the one thing I look forward to each week. First posting on the blog, then reading all the comments. I tend to get kinda sad when I see no one comments on a post. If all else fails, just say hi so I know you read the post. :)

So why are these not passion enough? I can't teach anymore, I am in too much pain constantly to ballroom dance anymore, people are sick of listening to me talk, basketball has gotten boring, and i'm running out of things to blog about.

I'm lame. I know. But "Man is only great when he acts from passion" (Benjamin Disraeli). So I guess I am not so great... Get over it :)


Oh, and p.s. If you have any ideas of what I can be passionate about, please comment and let me know. THANKS.

One more confession from this teenage drama queen... More to come.

- J

Sunday, January 10, 2010

"Life is a highway..."

Attention world: I have finally started a real life again! Last week was my first week of school, and I loved it! I have 4 classes including Stats 221, Calc 112, second half of New Testament, and ASL 102. I also was lucky enough to FINALLY get a job! :) Yes, you may applaud. I am just as excited as you are (if not more). Anyways... My professors are fantastic, and one of them even sounds like John Bytheway. Its one of those voices that you can't help but listen to and enjoy. I might actually not mind this semester. And that is something I don't think I've ever said before... Cause if you know me, you know I hate school, and work, and making an effort... Summary, I am super lazy, and proud to be. You may ask why.. well, look at how intelligent and successful I have been- even with how lazy I am. Imagine if I even tried a little bit, DOMINATION! Anyways... (this is getting awkward.. just kidding).

So, I got a guitar for Christmas and when I got back to Utah, I was able to finally see it. Yesterday my cousin Jon came over and taught me a few chords on the guitar. It was the first chance I had to play it since I got it... And I am proud to announce that I have learned 5 songs, and have them almost completely memorized.. Man am I good :)

So summary of updates:

1. School has started...
2. BYU's basketball team is now in the AP top 25!
3. I love my new guitar! I am slightly obsessed..
4. I'm still obsessed with BYU basketball and am proud of their constant success.


5. I moved apartments.. and LOVE my new apartment-mates!

6. My new roommate is a transfer student, and we get a long great! I love the girl, and we have the best of times together. Last night we stayed up until 2 am making crazy mini films and documentaries. I don't know why we are so insane, but we are. And I love it.

7. All of my favorite TV shows premiered either this past week, or this upcoming week. For all those who love Chuck- are you excited for the 2 hour premiere or what!?!

8. I went to the "Welcome Back Dance" BYU held, and went with 3 friends. The four of us had a fantastic time dancing and being insane- then a group of us watched Bourne Supremacy late at night. Good times, good times.

Anyways- I wish there was more I could say, or confess.. But life is kinda dull right now. Maybe I'll get swept off my feet and have some whimsical romance to share soon. But as for now, this is one teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Thursday, January 7, 2010

I think everyone has hated a boy or two (or a few dozen) in their life time. So, because this is "confessions of a teenage DRAMA queen", I will do some confessing about my hate for boys. At this moment, I am still deciding if I should find and post pictures of all the jerks out there... I guess we'll find out in the end if i'm brave enough (like taylor swift maybe..) to do so.

I go through these "phases" where I decided I don't like boys anymore... As in, I still like boys, but at the current moment I have chosen to HATE them. Even if that is quite the intense word, I still wish to use it.. It fits my intense emotions.

So why do I hate them? Here are 50 reasons.

1. They are adorable. All of them.
2. They say sweet things... and mean it.
3. When they smile... I get red cheeks and smile.
4. Every song makes me think of them.. happy and sad ones.
5. I tear up when I see past love.
6. They never apologize for breaking your heart.
7. You feel bad if you break their heart... even though they broke yours first.
8. Boys treat girls like guitars, they play them for a while and love it, and then get bored and move on.. not fair, not fair.
9. They claim they can have a girlfriend and still have you as their girl friend.. lies.
10. Their girlfriends like to make friends with you.. and it makes you want to vomit.
11. They make you scream.
12. There's not a moment of the day you don't have atleast one boy on your mind.
13. They lie. Not all the time, but it happens.
14. They say not to take offense when they say they don't like you, and ask to still be friends.. yeah right! Like thats really going to work.
15. If he says he likes you.. he won't ever say why. He'll just hold your hand and call it good.
16. He thinks its cheesy when you pair him up with a love song.
17. They pressure you.
18. You do something nice and sweet, and they think its creepy. yes that has happened multiple times.
19. You compliment them, and they say the EXACT same thing back. Way to cheat.
20. They think of the here and now, and take no concern on what you might feel now, and in the future.
21. They ask to "study" and you can never tell if they mean "study" or actually studying..
22. When you do actually study, they want you to do most of the work.
23. They flirt to get things like free rides, help with school, or advice.. Not cool boys, not cool.
24. When they play the piano (or another instrument) and it melts your heart.. you have to remember that song melted like 12 girls hearts in the past week.
25. They have no creativity! (when it comes to "winning" you over, or dates..)
26. They are irresistible.
27. They are near impossible to get over.. and you'll never get over your first love.
28. They lead you on, treating you like they might like you when they just want to get to your best friend (yes that has happened more than I'd like to mention).
29. You love them even when you wish you could punch every boy in the face.
30. "Bubbly" by Colbie makes you think of a certain boy, and makes you smile...
31. And "Gravity" by Sara Bareilles and "Soulmate" by Natasha Bedingfield make you cry and think about those jerks who broke your heart. (and make you more lonely in the process.)
32. Can't live with them, can't live without them.
33. When you are in a movie theater, you just want to hold a boy's hand, as cheesy as it is..
34. You love it when a boy finally sits down and watches a movie like the "Notebook" and then wanna cry when he makes fun of it when deep down you wish he'd love you like that.
35. They're just idiots.
36. They seem to have some sort of "charm" or magic spell that just intrances (sp?) you.
37. They offer help, but don't really want to offer it.
38. Boys love to tell you all about their old girlfriends but hate it when you have a story about one stupid boy that you want to share.
39. Even after you've "moved on", they still make you cry.
40. They break your heart, you hate it, and yet, you can't seem to let go (or all the sudden they decide they want you back.. and as taylor swift would say, "
its too late for you and your white horse to catch me now..")
41. They are dumb... you know why.
42. You think he is just your "best friend" and then you realize you are practically "in love" with him.
43. They are so dang attractive.. even if at first they aren't.. after a while, they are.
44. They go on missions.. Okay, I'm super glad they do. But two years is a long time! for real.
45. They like to have girlfriends, and not tell you. Meanwhile, you decide you really like them.

46. They win at everything! Its just irritating.
47. When you say you don't like a certain sport, they boy looks like he's gonna pass out. #1, its not that big of a deal. #2, stop acting like a girl.
48. They act more dramatic than a lot of girls, and still claim there's "no drama" surrounding them.. HA HA HA. Good one.
49. You always wish he'd write a song about you, and before you know it, you realize you've written 7 songs about him... Ridiculous, I know. I still can't believe I wasted all that time.
50. Its not that they break your heart, it happens, it hurts, you eventually move on... Its the ones that shatter it and break it into a million pieces. Or even worse, the ones who bruise your heart.. You can always glue back together a broken, or even a shattered heart. But a bruise, takes more than time to heal.. And it hurts a lot more.



So thanks BOYS. (No, you're not men.) Thanks for all your help. Thanks for teaching me about why boys are such idiots. And here's to you boys:





If you think of any other (or better) reasons.. feel free to fill me in. I'm sure I feel the same way :)

Anyways, this is one REAL confession from one broken-hearted teenage drama queen.
(And yes, I'm proud for being so bold.)

- J

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Happy Birthday Natalie!!

Due to a certain sister of mine's 22nd birthday (my favorite number!) I decided to write my favorite 22 things about my sister and reasons why I love her. I know I do not deserve such a sister, but the 19 years I have had with this sister have been the absolute best. I owe her so much.

1. I love how much she loves math. Sometimes I am just sitting there thinking to myself how lame my life is and she will come in wearing something math-y (for example pi earrings, i love math t-shirt, etc.) and is as excited for that particular item as I am for lets say.. an A on a test or a new song on my iPod or an iPod itself. I mean, she gets real excited! It makes me realize that I have nothing that I am very passionate about. She's going to be a brilliant math teacher for that reason exactly. Math is her life, she is so passionate about it, and she is so talented and good at what she does. She puts the rest of us to shame.

2. Her smile! Natalie has one of the most real smiles ever- pictures or in person. This kid can smile. I love how in every picture of her she just looks gorgeous. It helps that she has that killer smile that is like "well hello boysss look at me!" Its almost as if she knows some boy is going to be looking at her picture in the future and she wants to look GOOD. Actually, I think i've figured it out. She knows mom will show all these pictures of her from childhood on, at her wedding reception, and she wants to be careful. No one wants a picture of them with a half crooked smile with pizza and spaghetti in their teeth and all over their mouth at age 13 on an 11 x 13 photograph on the wall. I mean, how ridiculous would that be? Summary- love the smile.

3. Natalie has a musical gift you may (or may not) know about. First of all, Natalie played the flute in (I think) middle school. She was brilliant and played it beautifully. That romance didn't last very long and the two lovers soon broke up. Natalie discovered her new love- singing and dancing. Natalie was in some show choirs and standing choirs in high school and made the most elite groups in our school. Despite the fact that I secretly think I am way better (okay... well thats not so secret anymore..) at singing, she obviously won over the hearts of our choir department making Madrigals and Personality. She has one of those pure/good voices. The ones you don't vomit from their ridiculous vibrato that seriously makes you shake your head going "Really?! really?" I mean, who teaches them that crap? No one really sings that terribly unless someone convinces them that the way they sing isn't good enough. Natalie Marie is lucky enough not to have been corrupted. I thank my mother and father for that.

4. Work ethic. I respect and am kind of jealous of her work ethic. I mean, she's a smart girl, but its because she worked hard, and I mean like really hard, that she did so well in high school and college. She now has graduated both with what, a 3.9! I mean, I fail in comparison. I don't think people realize how hard she had to work to be so successful. School and life hasn't always been easy for her, but she persevered and worked hard and BAM! After all those hard years, it paid off and I am for sure proud of her.

5. I think of Natalie as my best friend these days. Natalie is too good to me. I love the child. If you want a loyal and dedicated friend who won't betray you and will always be there for you... She's the gal you want. You just better treat her right, or my fist goes into your face! Seriously, if you break her heart (as a boy or just as a friend) I will beat you.

6. How cute, cute, cute! Especially now that she has all her cute teacher clothes. I don't know how she does it, but every time she goes to the store, she comes back with another fantastic article of clothing. And she looks super cute in them :)

7. I love my sister because she sacrifices her time to spend time with me. When I am being all depressing and lonely in my apartment, she will bring things she needs to work on or cook and she sits with me and keeps me company while we sit and eat snacks. Its my favorite past time.

8. I love that she talks fast. One of the reasons I like it so much is because of the fact that I talk even faster than she does and she is one of the only people that talks just as fast as I do, can understand me, and that I can understand. Its fantastic because everyone else just stares at me blankly as I talk, especially when I am teaching a lesson, because they miss 90% of what I say.

9. She has this theory I love- that in heaven before we came down here, we all waited in line for talents. If you want to hear more of this theory just ask and we'll explain it to ya. But anyhow- natalie happens to have some of the best talents EVER!

10. Talent- organizing refrigerators. She is the best at it, seriously. You don't think its a talent? Well wait until everything is so full that you have to duct tape the doors close- and then try to put a gallon of ice cream or a bag of frozen fruit into that freezer, or a dozen eggs and a gallon of milk into the fridge. Yeah... not so easy now is it? This child needs 5 minutes and its all in there with room to spare.

11. I have never seen such a lotion applyer as Natalie, and I love that about her. I love how she has a particular lotion that she uses- the Vaseline Intensive Care Total Moisture. I love how faithfully she applies it. Its actually pretty smart because while I am complaining about how dry and cracky my hands are, she is sitting there all moisturized and its like she's laughing in her head at my poor hands.

12. She is a fantastic cook! She takes all sorts of recipes with foods she's always assumed she hated, and makes these dishes that even the picky-eater-me can't resist. My favorite is her home made tomato pizza- it is kind of different, and yet, it is so so delicious. Its one of those foods you can't help but keep eating. Ask her for her favorite recipes and I'm sure she'd be glad to share because they are so delicious and she makes them the best!

13. Natalie is really quite funny. Her humor never ceases to amaze me. We'll be sitting there doing something completely random and all the sudden she'll say or do something utterly hilarious (or just random) or even just make a funny face and then for the next half an hour we'll just sit there and crack up. (Which brings us to #14...)

14. Maybe my favorite thing about Natalie is how we will randomly break into laughter. You may know it as "the giggles". Well Natalie is the QUEEN of the giggles. Whether it be watching tv, hanging out, doing work, sitting in church... you name it, we've gotten the giggles there. And when we get the giggles, we get the giggles! Most commonly we'll each open an eye during a prayer and look at each other and LOSE it! :D

15. Natalie is a GREAT sister. All the time she'll be over at my apartment hanging out with me and Molly will call needing help with homework. Natalie will sit on the phone with her until she's answered all her questions. Natalie is the sweetest most patient sister ever. And Molly and I couldn't ask for a better sister!

16. Easy to talk to. If I am having a rough time, when push comes to shove- Natalie is always there to talk to. And she doesn't make you feel uncomfortable when you talk with her, she just helps you understand things and helps you feel better.

17. Never gets really mad. I admire this quality so much because when things get heated during family events or during any situation, she's usually the clear headed one who sets things straight, sees everyone's point of views, and calms people down. She is the best at calming people down when they feel they were gypped or treated unfairly.

18. Natalie always thinks of others first. She always is taking care of others even when she has every right to think of herself. Even today on her birthday she was volunteering to help with all sorts of chores around the house when others were tired of working, even though she didn't need to help out.

19. She's helpful, compassionate, and definitely service oriented. She spends time even when she is way way busy or stressed to help others. Today the family went out and shoveled driveways of elderly and needy people and Natalie was right out there being such a good sport in completely broken snow boots shoveling tons of heavy snow. And thats not a rare thing... thats Natalie in a nut shell. Seriously, the whole ripped apart snow boots and still shoveling thing = Natalie.

20. Natalie is really adaptable. When plans have to change, she is always willing to negotiate and change her plans and be adaptable. She doesn't realize how nice it is to have someone who is willing to be adaptable. Sometimes its people like her that make all the difference in an overwhelming or stressful situation.

21. She's a go-getter. When she decides to do something or decides something needs to get done, she's out there doing it. Whether its service, school, work, or things with the family, she is always determined to work hard and get things done. Her motivation and determination is something I look up to and hope I can work towards.

22. The reason I love her most is because of the person she is. I am not a fan of people- to be honest. They annoy me with their stupidity and sometimes are just ridiculous. I question the sanity of the human population. But Natalie, that girl is something special. One of those reasons is simply because she is who she is. She is nice, kind, honest, beautiful, smart, funny, a hard worker, determined, hilarious, cute, etc. You name it, she's probably it. One of the best things about her is how humble she is. Her humility makes her unique, and makes it so I don't "hate" her like I "hate" most people. She doesn't think she's as great as I know she is..

Natalie, I love you! You are seriously the best sister I could ever ask for. Thank you for always looking out for me and taking care of me out in Provo and being my friend.

You are the best!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!

With love,

Jenna

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

"I'll Be Home for Christmas!"

Right before I headed home for the Holidays I threw in some last minute activities. First of which was a date with a nice Texan boy, Jimmy. He was my "cow" (or crush of the week) at EFY the summer of '08. He's now a freshman at BYU and so we finally made the time to go out. He took me to see "New Moon" :) What an excellent boy.
Me & Jimmy after seeing "New Moon"

I babysat Rachel Potts (you've probably seen her featured in my blog before) Friday morning while her parents went skiing. We had a ton of fun decorating their Christmas tree and making music videos to random songs in their kitchen.. Good times.
Babysitting Rachel Potts :)
Eating our breakfast! Yum :)
Hanging our handmade ornaments on the tree!
I cute it out, and she colored it..
and she took the picture. Precious.

Natalie and I flew home Saturday early afternoon and had a nice layover in Chicago. I ate a delicious baked potato for lunch while natalie ate some veggie pita thing.
Nat and I waiting in the Chicago Airport..

Sunday I was able to head to church, both wards I used to attend- Springfield and Rolling Valley and visit old friends. I saw old leaders, old friends, new friends, and met a few newcomers in the ward. It was so good to see everyone :)
Finally home :)
Me, Julie and Ariel.
Signe, Elise, Me, and Tawny <3
Me and Heidi...
I love her more than anything.
Tawn, Me and Kim
Tawn and Me @ Church!
Daddy & Me (sunday night)
Mommy & Me (I was for real laughing.. :D)
I've missed my parents!

Monday morning I got my wisdom teeth out... Fun, huh? I got all 4 out, and goodness does it hurt. I think it hurts more and more every day...

BEFORE:
RIGHT AFTER:
HOURS AFTER:
DAY OF:
Me & Nat at the Christmas Tree Farm
We used to play on that play set when we were little..
Mom and I next to the FIRE :)
Daddy & I on the Christmas Tree Farm
Kids with the pitiful tree.. Loved it.
Oh heyyy! :)

So pretty much it wasn't too bad at all, but I definitely over worked myself, and now I am in constant throbbing pain. But as you can see from the Christmas Tree pictures, I wasn't too swollen at all and that was only a few hours after the removal of my wisdom. ;) Anyone have any great wisdom teeth stories they want to share? Ha ha.


Oh, and I finally got my own Menorah! Beauty isn't she? (pictures coming..)
Happy Hanukkah! (Started on Saturday.. goes until Sunday.)





Thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

"Fa la la la"... Fall is gone, winter is HERE!

Natalie and I decided to try the whole double dating thing.. Yeah.. It was fun, but awkward at times. We went to the BYU basketball game vs. San Francisco at the ESA (Energy Solutions Arena- where the Jazz play) and then went to dinner at temple square and looked at the lights a bit. Let me just say it was FREEZING! But well worth the cold and the scary snowy driving and the traffic for some good times with the sister.
Basketball game!
4 of us... Matt, Natalie, me & Dan
Outside with the lights
Up 10 floors at The Garden restaurant
Temple Square <3>
Nat and I at the temple

I helped plan and carry out our December ward activity. It was a "Christmas in Hawaii" and we had catered Hawaiian food and leis and sang some christmas songs, and it was just a good time :) I convinced Nat to come with me, and she was a terribly good sport. I love that sister.
Me with my little friend Rachel Potts
Dewey Potts and I :)
Table at the party!
(Thats my bishop back there.)
Some of my best friends in the ward!
Bethany, me, and Heather
Nat and I waiting in line for delicious food!



It FINALLY snowed in Utah! Some kids in my ward went out in the snow to make snow angels and have a giant snow ball fight! In the end, we had a sort of dodgeball version of a snowball fight and 3 hits-you're out. It was way too fun. I made it to the last 5 then BAM I got my third hit.





Bethany, Heather, me!
Me and Heather eating snow! YUM!
Me with my glorious snow angel!


Lastly, we went to the whiteout basketball game byu vs. ASU. It was a pretty close game, and we didn't play that well. But with a few high scorers, we ended up sliding in a win. Woot!
Carter & Me
He goes on his mission in 3 weeks...
I'm gonna miss him.
Me and Nat with our matching white shirts!
Me and Emily messing around ;)
Nat, Emily & I! We love them basketballs.