Monday, November 23, 2009

"On this day of joy and gladness" - 100 Things I am Thankful for!

In no particular order:

1. My cell phone
- It gives me the ability to communicate with those around me on an instant basis.
2. Facebook
- Is a social network that allows me to remain in contact with good friends from my past and present.
3. Medicine
- Makes it so I don't die of illness or pain every day.
4. Music
- "Without music, life would be a mistake." Can you imagine life without music?!
5. My camera
- It allows me to "journal" and "scrapbook" without spending endless time or money, I love the ability I have to take thousands of pictures and remember everything I've done :)
6. My roommates
- Having people there for you at any time, especially people that want you there- makes all the difference.
7. Heating pad
- Keeps me warm on cold nights, and during freezing cold days when I snuggle up on the couch.
8. The couch (in my apartment)
- It is like my home. Gives me a place to feel safe, warm, protected. Where I sleep, play, etc.
9. Flowers!!!!!!!!!!!
- I would rather have a single flower than a 10 dollar bill. Flowers say so much about you and the person giving them. I absolutely LOVE flowers, and if my world were a perfect one- I'd get a flower a day! They are so beautiful and special! :)
10. Quotes/lyrics
- I love being able to quote things. It just makes life happy. Thats why all of my blogposts have songs or quotes as their titles. Why not?! It just brings a little happy tune into your head. I love love love it.
11. Scarfs
- Until the last football game, I did not realize how much warmer I could be with a scarf. They are god sent I am sure. They are so wonderful! I'm going to wear scarfs all the time now.
12. Chapstick
- I hate that dry, cracking feeling. And the right chapstick can save your lips. What a great invention!
13. Shoes
- I can't imagine not having shoes! I love walking around barefoot, or just in socks, but when it gets cold outside- shoes save my poor little feet from frostbite. So thank you shoes!
14. Color
- I just love how many colors there are! Have you ever looked at the list of crayola colors?! Its huge! And those aren't the only colors in the world. We are blessed with so many colors to brighten our lives. Lucky are we.
15. Love
- How lonely would we be if no body loved us. Lucky for us, we are blessed with love!
16. Jesus Christ
- What a wonderful person to be thankful for! He sacrificed everything for me, how could I not be eternally grateful?!
17. Basketball
- Basketball is my one true passion. I love it! I think it makes up for about half of my happiness level. How would I live without it? I am not sure. That is why I am grateful that I have basketball to watch and play :)
18. Dishwashers
- You know how much easier life is when you can just put your dirty dishes in the dishwasher? SO MUCH so! It saves me so much time when I am doing my entire apartments dishes. I love our dishwasher!
19. Microwaves
- It took me only 15 minutes to cook 7 baked potatoes! In the oven it would have taken 45 minutes atleast. How did the pioneers survive without a microwave? It saves so many hours of time. I am so lucky I have a microwave!
20. Friends
- Who doesn't love friends? Who doesn't love feeling a sense of surrounding and home? Well, if anyone of you doesn't step forward- cause you are crazy! Friends are the absolute best! They keep you sane, they cry with you when you're heart broken, they hold your hand in hospitals, they run through the rain with you. Friends are so wonderful. I thank God I have friends, I wouldn't be half of who I am without my friends :)
21. My laptop
- Instant internet, word processing, movie watching, recipe getting, etc. My laptop has been through SO much with me. Its been everywhere I've been, and I love it!
22. Physical Therapy
- Without it, I would never leave my apartment. It makes moving functional.
23. Blankets/Blankeys
Sometimes all you need is to feel a little comfort, and blankets are the best at making you feel warm, safe, comfortable, and loved. I love them.
24. Balance
- The ability to balance is such a gift. I am grateful for the fact that I can atleast somewhat balance on one leg, its a pretty neat thing.
25. Natalie
- Having a sister as a best friend is pretty much the neatest thing ever. I love it, and her.
26. TV!
- I love taking time to stop thinking about my own life (and how stressful and depressing it may or may not be) and focusing on the real or ridiculously fake lives of those on the TV shows I watch. And I watch a ton! What a lucky generation are we?!
27. Socks
- I hate when my feet are dry or nasty cracking, and socks are the best. They always keep my feet warm, and help them feel at home. Without socks, ugh! I just hate it.
28. Lotion
- Oh how I love lotion! Dry skin is so sickly, and it just feels annoying and painful and irritating. Lotion saves my skin.
29. Fans
- I would have a heat stroke every day in my apartment without my fan! I love it.
30. Saxophone
- I love a man who plays the sax! Its just beautiful. And I love the music it makes.
31. Whiteboards/whiteboard markers
- I can't stand chalk boards. And so whiteboards are god's gift to me! Oh how I love writing and drawing on whiteboards.
32. Frosting
- It is so delicious! I love taking my finger and swiping it on some cake, just for the frosting.
33. 100 Calorie Pack Craisins
- They are SO delicious, and have the perfect "juiciness" and they are not to dry. YUM!
34. AutoSave
- Cause sometimes your computer crashes in the middle of you making your list of 100 things, and luckily saves 2/3 of the ones you had done so far. Plus, autosave is god sent. My computer crashes all the time for no reason, and its nice to have things save.
35. Blog
- My blog is my way of keeping a "journal", "diary", and just keeping track of my life. It is so nice to look back and have a record of what I've been doing!
36. Youtube
- How many endless and pointless hours do Americans spent on youtube? Okay, so what you're thinking is that we could do so much more important things. But come on! Don't you love some of those hilarious and amazingly talent filled videos that just make you smile, laugh or cry? I sure do. I am grateful for youtube and the joy it brings to my lame life.
37. Hulu
- Oh how I love Hulu! It is so nice to be able to catch up on shows when I have time, or watch shows that all air at the same time, legally. Its fantastic, and I love it. Plus, when you watch as much TV as I do, Hulu is necessary.
38. Email
- Email is so so so wonderful! With it, I can stay in contact with friends, a couple more in particular than others, while they are on missions. Hearing back, and emailing them, each week keeps me connected with them, and that means so much.
39. Personalities
- I love how each person has their own personality. It makes life fun, and gives everyone the chance to be themselves without any real pressure. Cause in reality, we're all different, so its okay to be different.
40. Remote controls
- I realized this the other day when we lost our remote control. Standing up to go change the channel or even turn off the tv is a lot of work, especially after you've gotten comfortable on the couch or something. So for 2 days we didn't even turn the channel or turn off the tv. Finally my friend came over and asked if he could turn it off... He went and pressed "off". I love remote controls and how lazy they allow me to be.
41. Michael Slawson
- This kid is only 17, but is one of the best friends I have ever known. Not only is he an amazing person, and friend, but he proves to be on a daily basis how much he loves me, and enjoys being my friend. He will tell me things like there is nothing I could do to him to make it so we're not friends, and that means so much! You don't hear people doing that very often any more.
42. Kinesio Tape
- Developed by BYU, this stuff is incredible. It gives me the needed support to walk, and jump, and have fun, without bulky braces or loads of medicine. It is fantastic!
43. Slippers
- I love how wonderful slippers are. You can just slip them on and walk somewhere without the hassle of finding matching, or comfortable shoes. Only shallow people, like myself, judge people on their slippers. No one else really cares what your slippers look like. :) That is great.
44. Curtains
- Privacy is a very wonderful thing, and curtains give you needed privacy. Plus, curtains keep sunlight out during the day, and creepers out during the night. Fantastic!
45. Sun roofs
- I love the sun roof in my car. Sometimes I will open it just because I can. Other times, so that I can feel the wind, or the sun rays across my face.
46. The Military
- Okay, so a lot of americans are against war. Well, if our armed forces never fought any wars, we'd still be British. So personally, I love that we fight for our freedom, and help protect others freedoms. Plus, our armed forces do not get enough credit for the hard work they put forth every day just to protect us. Thank you military!
47. Freedom
- I love that we have freedom. Yes, we have the freedom of speech and religion and the right to plead the fifth, but we have little freedoms we don't even realize how lucky we are to have. I am grateful for the freedom to wear socks that don't match, and the freedom to eat whatever I want. I am thankful for the freedom to wear whatever I'd like, even if it doesn't match, or look that great. Sometimes I like to be comfortable.
48. Free things
- I never realized how easy it is to find free things. In magazines they have deals, and in newspapers.. all you have to do is look! My current fav is free things on the starving student card. Yeah I paid for the card, but its still nice to see "Free" and not "buy one get one free"- those are just stupid ;)
49. Winning
- Yeah, winning isn't everything- but it sure means a lot. Just imagine the feeling you have when you win something, anything. It can be something as small as best pencil sharpener, but blue ribbons, trophies, and prizes are so so wonderful. But even if you don't win an actual prize.. the feeling of a success, the feeling of a win is just priceless!
50. Phase 10
- That game is just the funnest ever. You don't have to be old or smart to play this game, you just have to be willing to end up 6 phases behind the winner, and still stuck on phase 1. Ha ha. But really, it is such a fun game and you really bond with people you play with, its almost like a rule.
51. Texting
- Sometimes its awkward to talk on the phone, or its too loud, or you're in class... and texting is just so wonderful. Plus, having unlimited texting is just so wonderful! Texting is so fun, and so much less awkward. Ha ha.
52. The show "Cash Cab"
- I love how smart random people are! I never know any answers, and they spit them out and win hundred and thousands of dollars. It is so fun to watch, and I can't imagine how fun it would be to play (if you're with smart people.. ha ha).
53. Skype
- What a great little invention! I love being able to video chat, or even just call, friends in a different state and talk with them, hear their voice, and see their face FOR FREE. How lucky are we that we have such a technological generation.
54. Money
- I always loved money, but I wasn't grateful for it until I was completely broke and had overdrafted... having literally ZERO dollars makes you grateful for each dollar you have. I may only have a few dollars to my name, but I am extremely grateful for each one.
55. DHL shipping
- International letters only cost like 24 cents... thats half the price of regular stamps! How nice is that!? Plus, shipping packages is way cheap too. DHL saves me when I am shipping letters/packages to missionaries as far as the Philippines.
56. My car
- I never realized how lucky I was to have a car at college. My aunt Karen lent me her car for nearly my entire freshman year, and my sister Katie's hubby Connor sold me his car when he moved to MD. So lucky me, I have a car! I feel so bad for people who have to walk everywhere, I am so so lucky! I save so much time because I am lucky enough to have a car.
57. Raspberry Ice Crystal Light
- I love this drink! It may turn my lips and tongue bright red, but man! is it delicious! MMmmm good!
58. Cereal
- There are so many different kinds of cereal, and they are usually all pretty good. I have like 16 kinds in my apartment as you are reading this- I love cereal. Its an instant and delicious breakfast, lunch, dinner, or snack. Yum!
59. Facebook chat
- I love having conversations on facebook chat.. Its great when you don't have someone's number, but want to have a semi-private conversation/aka don't want to write it on their wall and make life awkward.
60. Awkward situations
- As much as I say I hate them, I secretly love them. I thrive on awkward, and my favorite thing to do is to make awkward situations more awkward, everyone around me wants to kill me, but I just laugh :D
61. Commercial free channels/radio stations
- As much as I "love" commercials (some are funny!), most of the time, I just want to watch my show. Even on Hulu- I love when they allow you to watch a long commercial and watch your tv show uninterrupted (that I love!). So summary, I love just watching my show in one take, commercials make you wait and anxious, and its annoying. Ha ha.
62. Ice cream
- When you have a good day, bad day, sad day, exciting day- Ice cream is for you! Oh how I love sitting down and scooping out a huge bowl of ice cream (that I know I can't even begin to finish..) and sitting down and just eating it!
63. Glasses
- I happen to like it when I can see.. Its a nice feeling. Ha ha :)
64. Adrenaline
- I always feel a million times better on hard days when I have a mega boost of adrenaline. I used to either ride my bike, drive fast (usually in parking lots, so it really wasn't that fast), or swing on swings until I felt better. But here in Provo my options are limited, so now I run. I usually have an asthma attack after running, but the feeling I get while going that fast! Man oh man! Its perfect.
65. Doctors
- How lucky are we in this generation to have so many doctors and specialists that can help us out with every little illness or injury. Doctors are so smart, and so great. And I am lucky to have so many, and so many specialists that can help me live my life.
66. Sunshine
- How wonderful do you feel when the sun is shining and you are just trotting along? Don't you just feel so happy?! You can't help but smile when the perfect amount of sunshine is thrust down on you.
67. Rain Storms
- I LOVE big, huge, hard, scary thunderstorms. I love lightning, I love thunder. I love rain! I love the sound, the smell, the feel, the cold/warm, I love it all! There is nothing I dislike about rainstorms unless they are no huge enough. The bigger, the better :)
68. Insurance
- I can't even imagine how much more poor I'd be if I did not have insurance.. They save my butt. I see so many doctors and have so much physical therapy, that if I did not have insurance every single person in my family and in my life would be broke. Fact. So Blue Cross Blue Shield... I love you.
69. Teeth
- Sometimes I imagine myself as a wrinkly old bald lady and think to myself... What do I have going for myself? Well lucky for me, in my old age, I imagine myself with teeth. Nice yellow teeth. I will thoroughly those nice yellow teeth. When you are old you loose all your dignity. Someone has to take care of you, and you go back to diapers. And boy, if you loose your teeth, you go back to baby food! What are you then? A wrinkly nasty needy thing.. wait! A baby! No 90 some year old wants to be a baby, they can fend for themselves... Okay, so where is this going? I am thankful for my teeth and the ability to chew.
70. My wig
- I don't hate being bald, but sometimes its nice to have hair. I like to mess with different hair styles and feel purty. Its fun. I am thankful for my glorious wig!
71. Being bald
- I am cold in the winters, and I sunburn and blister in the summers. So why am I grateful to be bald? Well, I rarely have to shave, I can get ready really fast, and showers are a sinch. Poor people with hair! They have to spend hours more a day, literally, getting ready. I am like.. wake up.. throw on some clothes... out the door... done. Bam! And I could pretty much get away with murder. True fact. I get away with so much, and get so much free. I love it.
72. My fingers
- I love my fingers. I can type fast (with both hands, or just one at a time), I can text, I can eat, I can play piano. Oh how wonderful fingers are.
73. Health
- Every now and then I am healthy. Not very rarely, but occasionally I am healthy, and I love how it feels. Being healthy is the absolute best. Fact. If you take it for granted.. stop right now. You are a lucky son of a gun. Appreciate your health, I know I do.
74. iTunes
- I love having all my music from back home, and college with me wherever I go. It is a fantastic thing. I can listen to all sorts of music, and make playlists and just enjoy my life. Music makes everything better. So making playlists on my iTunes to listen to all the time... its just much appreciated.
75. Water fountains
- I LOVE water fountains. Once upon a time, I was at a basketball game and was very thirsty, there were no water fountains around or water bottles. (Sad day.) Then, an hour or so later, I found a water fountain. Oh how I wish water fountains could follow me around. They are so delicious- especially when they are cold and pure and just delicious.
76. People who match
- I am grateful for people who actually take the time to match their outfits/accessories/shoes/socks/etc. Oh thank you people of the nation! I appreciate your desire to look good and match.
77. Boys
- As much as I hate them... I realize I could not live without them. Plus, they can be quite wonderful at times (When they are not breaking your heart or ruining your life).
78. Compliments
- Oh how I LOVE compliments! So so much! I was told once by a good friend you can't ask for compliments. And I have taken that and tried not to. But I have also realized that when someone genuinely gives me compliment, it makes me SO SO happy! My favorite is to be told I am funny. It just boosts my good ole self esteem.
79. Heart break
- As much as I HATE heart break! I am grateful for it because I am SO much stronger than I was 5 years ago because of the heart break I have had. It stinks.. thats for sure. But it has a lot of benefits we don't like to see while pitying ourselves. So thanks go to heart break.
80. People who raise their hand in thanks after I let them in front of me (while driving)
- I like to be nice at times and let cars in when they are trying to get in with the mainstream traffic. I Love it when people show a sign of gratitude to me :) It makes my day. Then if they repay the favor, like let another car in... I feel good about myself. Its a chain reaction.
81. BYU Honor Code
- I love the honor code and the reason behind the rules. People may laugh at me, but I say to heck with ya! I love the honor code, and there is nothing you can say to justify not following it, or to make me change my mind.
82. Soft/thick toilet paper
- I hate when you sit down to go to the bathroom and the toilet paper is really thin and scratchy and you have to use half a roll just to wipe yourself. My favorite is when you can grab a few squares, get the job done, and still feel fantastic. You think this sounds weird, but you know I'm right. :)
83. Weddings
- Wedding ceremonies are such a powerful and magical thing. No matter the religion, heritage or tradition. Each ceremony is filled with love binding them. It is not the law that says their love is true, it is what they feel that defines their marriage. I read about a wedding ceremony where a man and woman were "married"- what made this wedding special was that they had their 6 kids each play a major role. One child spoke the vows and "married" them, one was the best man and held the rings, one was a flower girl.. they all had a part in marrying their parents. They said it was an amazingly touching ceremony, and I can imagine. Having those closest to you perform the binding ceremony (love is what truly binds it)- it would be so powerful and wonderful. So I love weddings.
84. Brazilian Lemonades from Tucanos
- No matter the flavor (original is the best- fyi), these lemonades can just make you happy. With just one sip, you can't help but smile. They are delicious and fantastic. Especially since they are now bottomless! (Unlimited refills!)
85. Brisket, fried bananas, and grilled pineapple from Tucanos
- Everytime I go to Tucanos, I eat pretty much just these 3 items. But boy do I eat them! I eat probably an entire pineapple, and who knows how much brisket. Last time I went, they refilled my plate right as I finishes my last bite. It was fantastic!
86. Smiles!
- It is so true that when you see someone smile, you smile. Its one of those contagious things. I can't help but be happy when people around me are there happy and smiling. Even when I am having a terrible day, if someone makes me laugh, or smile, it sticks- and I love it.
87. Perfect breeze
- I LOVE a perfect breeze. A warm, not hot, just warm, day with a slight cool, yes cool, breeze. It is just so wonderful.
88. Sarcasm
- As mean as sarcasm can be... sometimes it just makes you laugh. And sometimes you laugh uncontrollably and tears stroll down your face, and you appreciate the sarcasm. :)
89. Vegetarian vegetable soup
- I went through a phase where all I ate was a can a day of this soup. I love it, each little ingredient. Yum, yum, yum!
90. A good grilled cheese sandwich
- If it is grilled right, and the cheese is melted, and it is nice and warm/hot.. its perfect! Yummy!
91. Grape jelly
- I am not a huge fan of strawberry jelly, so grape jelly is the best because it is something I like that I can eat in place of strawberry jelly.
92. My daddy
- He may be the one person I look up to more than anyone else in the whole world. I love my daddy. We have good memories and we have our song, and lots of other things that I love. I am so grateful for my daddy because he is the absolute best.
93. Sunglasses
- Sometimes the sun can be SO bright, and sunglasses are just the best. That is all.
94. Normality
- I know I am not normal, but I am grateful for being normal enough. Its a gift.. I realize that.
95. My voice
- I am not the best singer in the world, I am not the worst either. And I am grateful for that. I am glad that I can carry a tune and sound decent at it. Hurrah for not being tone deaf.
96. Brandi Fausett
- She is the first girl in my ward who has actually chosen to hang out with me. It is fantastic. I love having friends. (Nick is pretty cool too, I guess.)
97. Fiji water and Smartwater
- I love these waters, they are pure and delicious. I could drink them forever. I am grateful for clean and delicious drinking water.
98. Missionaries
- I am so grateful that young men from all around the world choose to serve missions. We are such a blessed generation, and I am so grateful to all my friends who are currently serving full-time missions. They mean everything to me.
99. Mom
- I love my mom, and I am grateful that she put up with so much from me my whole life. She is the absolute best. I love love her.
100. Family
- I am SO grateful for my family. Family is the best. And I have saved the best for last for sure! (You guys thought I forgot you, didn't you. Ha! I showed you! Just kidding... Love you!)

"I should be sleepin' instead dreamin' about you."

Monday I was still recovering from being in the ER. But luckily I am feeling a lot better now than I was then, so I'll count that as one of my blessings.

Tuesday there was another basketball game. It was against Idaho State and we won, of course :) But it was really fun. I sat with one of my good friend's younger brother's who turned 16 that day (Dewey), and his date, Natalie and her friend, and my friend Carter. We had a lot of fun cheering really loud and just having a blast. Afterwards Dewey got to meet the player of the game Noah Hartsock (who also happened to be one of his older brother's old companions). I set it up for him as a surprise, and he was oober excited. (See pictures below:)

Noah Hartsock and me
Me, Dewey, Dewey's lady friend, Cosmo!
Natalie, Erica, me
Carter and me!
Me, Dewey, and Dewey's lady friend

Friday my ward had a "Covember Carnival". It was our little November Carnival but since its boys and girls its "Covember". Clever, but cheesy. Anyways- it was really fun! There were all these ridiculous carnival and other games such as: cake/cupcake walk, sling the marshmallow at Goliath, "kissing" booth (like pin the tail on the donkey, but pin the kiss on the beauty- there was a poster of taylor swift and a poster of robert pattinson), "awkward games", a fishing game, etc. At the end we had a dance, and just threw marshmallows around. It was insane, and I felt like I was 6 again, but it was fantastic.

Saturday I went to the entire! Air Force vs. BYU game and celebrated our win! I was not expecting an easy win for us because of how the Air Force played Utah and TCU, but heck! We dominated. It was SOOOOOO cold though, and that is no exaggeration. Then later that night I learned to play rockband with some kids in my ward, and then my absolute best friend Michael Slawson came over to my apartment and made me his favorite meal. It was weird, but delicious. We had a grand ole time. (See pictures below:)

Nat and I at the tailgate party!
Me, Desta, and Charli at the game!
I wasn't kidding when I said it was cold!
Will, Chantal, and Me :)
Me, Charli, Jessica- Gorgeous girls!

Sunday I went to church. Fun, huh? No, Um, I talked to this guy I really admire and we had some hilarious discussions. I helped plan our December activity. It is going to be a Hawaiian Christmas Luau- catered by L&L and everything! Later I went to my Aunt Carol and Uncle Dave's house for some birthday dinner for my cousin Mariah and played phase 10. Then I came home went on a run, lost feeling in my legs, had trouble breathing, finally could breath without pain, and went to ward prayer. You say I'm crazy for running in 20 degree weather... well, yes, yes I am. Afterwards, we had our ward prayer and I talked with some of my favorite people in my ward- they are just the absolute best. I am so lucky to have the friends I do. Lucky, lucky me!


Pros of the week:
- I had a lot of fun with so many of my friends!
- We won all of our basketball games and our football game!

Cons of the week:
- I still feel sick and although overall I am better, it still is annoying.
- Everyone is getting really busy, and I am bored out of my mind in Provo.


Anyways- thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Sunday, November 15, 2009

"This life is light, Its light burns bright. So we'll take it day by day, and let it be."

Best:
1- I went to another 2 basketball games.

BYU won, even against the tough Bradley. Close game.
Oh Jimmer :)
We won!!!
Our group: Natalie, me, Brittany Oaks and her friend.
Brandi Fausett, Nick Potts, and Kris Keeler

2- Finally saw Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince (#6) in theaters. (See, as you all know, I went to see it for the midnight showing and dressed up as Voldemort- but I fell asleep and missed over half the movie.) So after the basketball game I finally got to see it all the way through! I went with my roommate Brandi, and her boyfriend Nick, and his good friend Kris. Good times, good times.

3- Got letters from my two best friends (both on missions). Paul Rasumussen - CA Long Beach. Rudy Wright - temporarily Salt Lake South. I got them on the same day. How exciting!!

4- I made an apple pie, and no, I did not follow a recipe, and yes, I used pie filling from a can. But who cares how "cheesy" that pie was- it was easy, quick, and delicious.

5- Natalie invited all her 'best' friends over Saturday morning for a delicious breakfast. She made us eggs, french toast, and smoothies. Yum!! It was so fun to hang out with all her friends. One reason why- they think I am funny! And you know I love to be told I am funny.






Bad :(

1- I was bored out of my mind almost the entire week, and did practically nothing.

2- I drove up to Sandy to do laundry... I spent over 12 hours doing laundry, and still did not finish. I had to leave two loads at Grandma Smith's house for her to finish drying for me. That was way nice of her- but its bad because that was a whole like 19 hours that I only did laundry and still didn't finish.

3- I was rushed to the ER Saturday night after suffering an asthma and panic attack morphed as one. (I was having trouble breathing, so I freaked out about it, and started having a panic attack. After a while I was pretty non-responsive so 2 boys and 1 girl in my ward had me rushed to the ER.) They did all this crazy stuff and it hurt. And now I have a huge bruise on my wrist from the 2 IVs they tried. Long story short- I barely remember a thing, so if you want details, you are going to have to ask someone else. I seriously don't remember. (At one point they asked my medical history, I am told, and I said like 4 things and then forgot the question. Supposedly that happened all night with all the different doctors.. I kept forgetting.)
** Picture coming soon!

Over all, it was a very boring, and dramatic week. But I had fun, so thats all that really matters, right? Oh and p.s I cancelled my trip to Arizona, so I will be in Provo for Thanksgiving.
THANKS for listening world!

Anyways, thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Monday, November 9, 2009

"And DANCE for-ev ev ev for ev ev ev for ev ev ev FOREVER ON THE DANCE FLOOR!"


1. BYU basketball has begun! I LOVE it! I haven't missed a game yet, and I don't plan on it. This was after the BYU blue vs. white game. I got a personalized poster from Jimmer :) And a signed poster from all the players. I just love Jimmer.
2. One of my good friends opened his mission call and he is going to Long Beach, CA where his best friend, who is also mu best friend, is serving his mission right now. We were both more than excited. William (Will) is definitely in my top 10 friends- he is the best!
Chantal and Me! Late night at Miller apartments.
At Pirate Island Pizza! Kelly, Me, Stephanie and Jenny.
Lookie here: we're pirates!
Jenny, Me and Kelly during dinner :)
Steph and I- I love her.
Me with the band: j.wride!
Some of the ladies with the band (j.wride). They had a new bassist. It was weird.
The ladies right before the concert started! We love j.wride!
3. We had a girl's night out with some girls from my freshman year (fall-summer). It was so incredibly fun! The music was incredible, the food was delicious, and the company was irreplaceable. I loved it! I got home at 6 in the morning... ha ha.
4. We had a visiting teaching breakfast- at 7 in the morning. So I got no sleep, but the elder's quorum cooked for us, and it was delicious and I am so so glad I went. Here are some of my roommates and some of my friends in my ward. They are just the best.
5. I went on a date with my roommate's boyfriend's best friend. We played with glow sticks. It was ridiculously fun.

The ladies with Nate.. we're weird and he's attractive. What can I say?
All the 152 kids.. I've missed them a lot! As you can tell- we're practically insane.
And the boys are just dashing.
They are just the best (top 10 friends!) and I love them!
6. Girls from my freshman ward invited me along with some other boys over for a roast and mashed potatoes dinner. It was fantastic! There was even JELLO! And such good company. I loved it. And the free food of course. I was so so so glad I went.
7. My friend Carter had a birthday, for his birthday we went bowling. I ended up getting to bowl 6 games for free. I love my life! It was "unlimited bowling" for a few hours, and since I didn't have enough money, I decided to just watch and not bowl. But after about 2 hours, the girls in the lane next to us left mid game, so I just took over their lane and bowled for free! :) Isn't that just the best?!

Over all, it was a crazy, yet incredibly enjoyable week that I absolutely loved! It did feel way long though. But I had fun, and feel that I am such a lucky lucky girl.

Anyways, thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Monday, November 2, 2009

"Tomorrow, Tomorrow..."

Okay, so I fail. I know. I keep forgetting to post about my life, and half the time I think I have and then realize I have an extremely faulty memory.

Here are the updates:

1) I've been re-accepted into BYU for Winter 2010 semester. And I have registered for all my classes. It is going to be one of the most insane semesters of my life. I am taking Statistics, Physiology, Honors Psychology, Honors New Testament, Honors Biology, and some other classes. If I succeed, hurrah for me!

2) I started working out. I am so legit. One time I went 3 times in 24 hours... lets just say my body hurt really bad the next like 3 days.

3) Halloween!! My costume was nominated for the finals for the stake costume contest, and I won a bull riding competition with a few of my friends. I also went trick or treating with some friends in my ward and their little sister (Rachel - 3). We traded candy, and had a fantastic time!
If you couldn't tell.. We are stick figures drawn by little kids :) Precious, I know.
Cute, huh?

4) In 2.5 weeks I am flying to Phoenix, AZ where I will be staying with Darryl and Lisa, and possibly some friends, for 2 weeks (surrounding thanksgiving). Pros- I get to visit some very good friends, and meet one of my friend's new husbands. I get to see AZ, which i've never been to and visit the Mesa temple. I get to have a break from Provo. Cons- I am missing the last two BYU football games. Including the BYU vs Utah game... which totally stinks. :( I will have hardly anything to do while I am there, seeing as most of my friends in AZ have to go to school full-time while I am there. But I mean, what can I do. I'm going, and its probably healthy..

Anyways, thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Thursday, October 22, 2009

"Just let me state for the record..."

OK, this is the absolute cutest. And I forgot how young these kids were. I just came across this and wanted to remind everyone who may have seen this before of the video. If you haven't seen it, you'll be glad you saw it.


Thursday, October 15, 2009

"'Cause I get a thousand hugs from ten thousand lightning bugs as they try to teach me how to dance."

(**Ok guys, I know this post is long, but I couldn't help myself. I got carried away. So you can feel free to skim anything that doesn't appeal to you. Ha ha.)

If anyone is familiar with iTunes, more specifically Genius on iTunes, you probably know how awesome it is! I decided to Genius all the artists I posted last week and found some more incredible artists. If you are interested in getting their names, just ask me. These new ones might be even better than the ones I posted as my favorites. Gosh I love good music!

I am trying to expand the "BlueJs", the group I am in with Jon Young, and so we are recruiting. Meanwhile I am trying to write new music. I have heard from a few interested individuals, so we will see if they are 'good enough' for us, aka if they mesh well and if we can all have good chemistry together. If you know of anyone interested in sharing their musical talents with the world, send them my way. Thanks people.
So guess what everyone?! We have another Tweety Bird in our midst. Aka, another chipmunked face, tweety bird cheeked chica. Miss Natalie Baker got her wisdom teeth out on Tuesday morning. Let me just say that even though this process was more than exhausting for the both of us, I would not want to trade it for ANYTHING! From the first moment she was wheeled out, I knew this was gonna be a crack up. She looked terrible, like a mixed of being drugged, and really exhausted (both of which she was). But it was just awesome. I mean, I almost cried at first cause it was just so sad. But then she started talking, and I could NOT stop laughing. She was saying the most ridiculous things, and she kept asking how she got where she was. The nurse would answer her questions, questions I couldn't even understand, and then re-answer them again and again. "How did I get here?" "Natalie, don't you remember, you got in this chair and we wheeled you out here." "Wait, How did I get here?" "Remember how you got in this chair for me?" ... etc. It went on and on. And there were the most hilarious things ever. I won't share them due to the fact that she might kill me if I do, but oh my goodness!! :) Another funny thing was that she did not remember anything. She kept asking me questions, and after I'd answer them and tell her I'd already answered the question, she'd be like "really?!" and I'd be like, yeah... BAHAHAHAHA. Poor poor pitiful Natalie. I can't even imagine the pain this puffy faced lady is feeling. But lets just say I am doing my best to tend to her. (The first night neither one of us got like any sleep, so as the week goes on we end up putting on Gilmore Girls and falling asleep all throughout the day. Meaning, we are getting the worst sleep ever. Poor child, she is hungry and tired and in pain, and it is just no fun.

Warning to all of those who will at some point in the future get their wisdom teeth out: You will need someone to tend after you and take care of you. The first 24 hours more than later, but still. I can't even imagine Natalie doing this on her own. Its just too hard. So to all of you who will have to tend after these sicklings, it WILL be worth it. And they NEED you. So be nice.

So since Natalie is all ill and everything, we have spent the week at Ole and Dena's. Janae and Sam and their MORE than adorable children are here as well.

Lets just say that it has been an interestingly precious week. We're pretty sure Seara had the flu or something, and Enoch likes to cry randomly a lot more than usual (but he is still the most adorable kid in the world... no I'm not biased, or am I?), and Elijah is just as insane and crazy and cute as usual. Am I complaining about these kids? NO WAY! I mean, at times it get a little crazy and loud, but these kids are so freaking adorable its not even crazy. I mean, little Enoch as he runs around giggling, Elijah as he builds towers and other things with blocks, and Seara as she talks about herself on the third person.... Its so adorable that you can't help but love them even if they are a little loud. I feel such a love and connection for these kids, I feel like I know them so well.

And with little Enoch- I am like obsessed (in a good way). I knew him while he was still growing pre-birth without a name, I was there when he was born and held his precious arms straight up no matter what, through when he sucks his thumb with his left hand and puts his right hand on his ear or on his other hand. I saw him as he was scooting, and crawling. I was there when he was just starting to walk, stumbling as he tried his best to stand. I heard the kid cry, mumble, and say words. I saw him from eating nothing, to eating rice and lasagna. From no teeth, to a few cute teeth. And most recently I have seen him running around chasing (or rather being chased) by his big brother. I love little Enoch, and his cute little strawberry blonde hair is so adorable that I can't help but smile :) Three things I love most about him: 1) His smile when he laughs or giggles, 2) How ticklish he is underneath his chin on the right side, 3) How he loves to say "MaMa" and "uh-ho" over and over, especially "mama", like a million times. Goodness I love Janae and Sam's kids. What an adorable bunch of children.

So I think I've babbled long enough...

Anyways, thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Sunday, October 11, 2009

"In any endeavor, one simple truth is all you need: One day at a time."

I have now developed my "Style" of music. Not only that I sing, but that I love listening to. Ingrid Michaelson, Vanessa Carlton, Sara Bareilles, Joshua Radin, One Republic, Rosi Golan, etc. My favorite songs are the ones where two of these artists (or similar ones) will do duets. They are so great. I seriously only listen to this music now. Seriously people- take one listen at these artists, and you will fall in love with the music. It is good for every mood, and even if its a sadder song, it is still uplifting music. Goodness, its great.

This weekend one of my absolute best friends came into town. She was my RA during spring term at BYU, and we had so many great memories and times together. She lives in Arizona, and after being an RA spring/summer she headed home for a semester. Let me just say I was ecstatic to find out she was visiting, and I made sure I would give her all the time I could. I got to see her yesterday and we just did random fun stuff. First we just talked and did a mini catch up session, then we went to jamba juice. Meanwhile, I was showing off my intensely awesome moonwalking skills. Lets just say I have gotten pretty good. I can now not only moonwalk backwards and in circles, but I can now go forwards and sideways. I am in the process or waring (sp?) down a pair of adidas for my official moonwalking shoes. I am making great progress. Afterwards we decided to roam Helaman Halls to try to find some old friends who are freshman. We had pretty much zero luck. The only person we found was Michael Slawson! who had to leave like right after we saw him. Don't worry... he was doing something worth ditching us for- going to the temple.

Afterwards, I went to the Alford's house in Springville. We got together with all the Rolling Valley people, young and old, who have ever lived in the ward. It was so cool to see all these people. My favorite part was seeing a certain couple that has been the view of marriage that I hope to have. I mean, ever since I was little, they were the "perfect couple" in my mind. They still seem pretty perfect ;)



Today was one of the best churches I ever went to. Every minute of every hour was filled with remarkable comments, quotes, stories, and the spirit. Usually I go through my snack bag pretty quick, ha ha, but this sunday I kind of forgot about the snacks half way through. Ever speaker and teacher was incredible. Thank you for an awesome sunday!

Now thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Sunday, September 27, 2009

"I have the hardest time getting this feeling to stay.."

Last week I am pretty sure nothing of any excitement occurred, so I will just skip that whole week.

... oh yeah, and I had a birthday this week!

September 26th, 12:00 pm TUCANOS - YUM!
w/ Desta, Chantal, Stephanie, Jon, Natalie, Hannah and Lisa.

- It was so so so much fun. And sooooo delicious! That is all there is to say. So good :)
- Oh yeah, Jon and I got free meals AND free ice cream sundaes!
- We got sung to in english by my friends, and in Portuguese by the Tucanos peoples.
- We had the absolute best meat server ever! He is probably my most favorite person ever... seriously.

September 27th, 5:30 pm DINNER @ the SMITHS

- It was my birthday dinner: Chicken and dumplings, soo yummy!
- My birthday candles melted in the brownies! (Hahaha Skyler!)
- There was mint chocolate chip ice cream! Delicious!
- Mariah and I bonded. I shared many-a secrets.

September 28th, 6:21 am EMAIL! from Adam

- Perfect little birthday gift...
- I got an email from Adam Stokes! Didn't say much, but meant the world.

September 28th, 3:31 pm LETTERS & OLD FRIENDS

- Letter from my mother
- Touching and most precious b-day card from my Grandma Smith

- I got to talk with a friend who is on his mission in the DR. It was allowed, don't worry. His name is Collin, and he is doing well :)

September 28th, 9:27 pm ICE CREAM!

- Jessica, my visiting teaching companion and relief society president, brought me icecream!
- It was mint chocolate chip ice cream! My absolute favorite!

September 28th, 11:31 pm - September 29th, 1:36 am

- I sat on a couch all by myself eating vegetable soup from a can and toaster scrambles
- At midnight sang happy birthday to myself... pathetic, I know.

September 29th, 9:21 am WOKE UP

- I got happy birthday texts, and facebook messages!
- Jesse chatted me, the first official "Happy Birthday" I got.
- I got an email from my mother wishing me happy birthday!! :)

September 29th, afternoon-ish

- Brittany Jesse (one of my roommates) brought me donuts and dill pickles (my favorite)
- Brooke Jesse (one of my roommates) gave me a card, balloon, and present of yummy candy!

September 29th, 5:00ish DINNER

- Natalie took me out for Pizza and Dessert Pizza at Pier 49
- So filling and yummy!

September 29th, evening

- Brooke Jesse (one of my roommates) and I had a party... aka we danced to random music and played around in the kitchen and laughed and had an excellent time

September 29th, 11:49 pm JON COMES OVER

- I gave Jon his birthday Card. I cut out mini hearts and put them all inside the card.

September 30th, 12:00 am HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON!

- My twin turns 19!
- Brooke, Brandi, and Heather (my roommates), Jon and I, all went outside and lit a candle on a muffin and sang each other (Jon and I) "Happy Birthday" and we made wishes and blew it out.
- We made the funniest joke about our new "friend" Ole... if you want to know about Ole (Oh-Leigh), ask. Its a good story.
- We laughed for an hour or so... then Jon went home :(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON JON! I LOVE YOU <3>

Now, October 2nd, 10pm-ish BIRTHDAY PARTY

- I invited everyone in my phone that is in Utah to my party!
- It is after the football game versus Utah State in my apartment lounge
- It is going to be a dance party and there is going to be music and food and good times.
- The theme is "Black and White"... I plan on wearing red. :)



Now, thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J

Monday, September 21, 2009

"This back-breakin', bone-shakin', belly-achin', hard-workin' two more hours to go"



Thursday night, I went to the BYU Women's Volleyball game versus San Diego State. A girl from my freshman ward, Nicole Warner #15, was playing. She did a great job, and played a fair amount of the game. She was excited to see me there supporting her in her first game as an official player (she red shirted last season). *My friend Jimmy met up with me at the game so I wouldn't have to be alone, what a nice fella. :)
During the game Jimmer Fredette #32 (basketball) walked up and sat in the athletic seating right behind me two rows back. He is my absolute favorite basketball player ever, and it is especially exciting having him play at BYU. His high school record alone is impressive, and ever since playing in the NCAA-college level, he has excelled. Anyways, so he walked in and sat behind me. The whole game I was texting Natalie saying how I would love to get a picture with him, so at the end of the game, I turned around and asked him. His friend grabbed the camera, and he stepped down to where I was standing and got a picture with me. I thanked him and went on my way. But let me just say, that was one of the best moments of my college life. :)

(From a basketball game last year... Jimmer is MY homeboy :)
(I mean, look at that shot!)
(Its love.)


So after the volleyball game, I headed over to the Cougar Stadium for the pep rally. It was exciting and Max Hall was encouraging us, and getting us pumped for Saturday's game. As the football players let us see, we are number 1! No matter what the AP rankings say, we're as good as we say we are :) It was so fun to be in the stadium at 10 at night with fans cheering our football team. Tried, true, and bleeding blue.
Speaking of football... Saturday was the BYU vs. Florida State game. Even I thought we'd dominate, even though part of me worried we weren't giving Florida State enough credit, and sure enough they went into that game with a certainty they would play well, and they sure did. But despite our 17 ranking drop (BYU is now #19 in the AP rankings), I am still a Cougar fan. My support has been tried, but i'll be true. I am bleeding blue :)


Saturday night I went out with a friend Carter, who I met over Thanksgiving last year in Idaho. He is now a freshman at BYU. We had a good time just hanging out and dancing the night away. It was good to get out of the apartment for once.

Sunday was such a great day! I went to Natalie's church, and it was just amazing. We had the giggles the entire 3 hours, but we also got so much out of the meeting. We learned that our Stake theme is D&C 6:34, 36 which just happens to be my absolute favorite scripture thanks to my seminary teacher from junior year Sister Westwood. :) Then we went straight to my Uncle Dave and Aunt Carol's house for sunday dinner. My cousin's Lyndi and Kyle came along for dinner. It was so so much fun. My cousin Skyler and I grilled the dinner. We grilled steak, chicken, and delicious pineapple. I have to say, we were worried about the pineapple, but it was sooooo good.

That night I was able to visit with my best friends from freshman year. I got to see and hang out with Angela, Rachel, Kelsey, Hannah, and best of all Lisa. These ladies are incredible. We had a good time just sitting around, catching up, and doing practically nothing. It was perfect.

Anyways, thats all from this teenage drama queen. More confessions to come.

- J






ps. I'd like to wish Sister Julie Stokes a VERY Happy Birthday!

Its that special time of year-

Birthday celebration cheer.

At this moment i’d like to say:

"Happy Birthday today."


I wish you well, my heart of that could tell

I hope your day goes oh so swell!

So happy birthday to you!